So it is almost X-Mas....lovely....I hate this time of the year. I realized yesterday that I haven't been truly excited about X-Mas for many many years. It just makes me realize what I do not have.....I see all my friends happy.....
I would be tons happier if we could skip X-Mas entirely, but still get the time off.
Yeah I am moody lately....always happenes this time of year...whether or not I am on happy pills.
I just wish.....
What I wish for is too personal to put on here.